I'm lost in....
posted on Wednesday, September 1, 2010 at 3:46 AM by S.Teo ♥

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; By making a wish, will it come true ? 
If it doesn't, why bother ?

Now is 3.36am, and I'm here writing post ? LOL. Yeah, sounds pretty crazy and I know it. :< ! But sometimes, some thoughts just have nowhere to go. And no one to tells. Sound so pitiful uh ? Yeah, I know. Arghhhh !

I didn't mean to wear a mask in the first place. But when time slowly pass by, people get used of it. Even myself got used of wearing a mask, and now I have no idea how to take off anymore. Seeing people with dreams, just make me envious. I have no dream, no goal. I totally didn't plan or think of my future yet. I'm lost, yeah ? I just couldn't figure it out, no matter how I try. This kind of feeling seriously sucks uh ! I'm lost ? Nah, I never even walk out before yet. It seem like I'm always on the same place no matter how hard I tried. I just can't move on, and I have no idea why.

Seeing people knowing what to do, really sucks ! And it sucks when I'm not catching up with the class. But I'm not doing anything to catch up. I totally have no motivation for school or work. Neither of them ! I just wanna relax, travel around the world. Dream job ? I have none. Dream to fulfill, none too. I totally have no idea what to do right now ~ Maybe I needa see a counselor soon ? Tsktsk !

I know that I complains lots. Talk a lots. And I'm not that niceeeee girl okayzxzc ! I don't really like it when people say "You're nice.". I am not. Neither am I kind. I'm not friendly either. So I see no need for you to get close me. I'm not that optimism too. Yeah, I am a sadist. You got a problem with it ? People come, and go. Friendship is the same. Even though, we live near yet we don't meet up often. Only true friends will stay. I believed it somehow. :)

I'm quite emotional too. (: If you wanna be my friend, I think you needa know. Find out yourself. But don't regret in the future.

It's okay, I'm fine. (: 
I'm just feel like saying everything out. 




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